Okay. Ted here.
This sight was intended to be a place where people could go to find out how Kathy is doing.
I am not in Portland with Kathy right now. I wish I was.
I can't stop thinking about how she is doing. I like to think she needs me there.
If that is true, it makes me crazy wondering how she is doing without me.
I have discovered a need to escape into the therapy of unloading on this blogsight.
Knowing that Kathy hasn't read any of these posts yet, I write things that I want her to see when she does.
Some of it may seem off the wall to you. Some of it is pretty sappy.
All of it is how I feel.
Kathy is used to this from me in our normal lives.
I'm always telling her how Beautiful she is, telling her stupid little stories (where she inevitably winds up in my arms) and expressing my opinion (much to her exasperation).
The force that drives these posts has morphed from providing information to Kathy's friends, to wanting Kathy to see how much she is loved.
It's a version of standing in the town square and yelling at the top of my lungs that I love this girl!
You're probably thinking, "DUH! Ted, you're married to her!".
Please excuse me if you logged on to get first hand news on how Kathy is doing today.
I don't know.
Other than what she tells me on the phone, and knowing Kathy, she will say she is fine so I don't worry.
I hope that, if you talk to Kathy, you tell her her I'm crazy about her!
It's alright if you don't.
She'll see it when she reads this blog.
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