I have left her sleeping and have snuck off to the office to write this.
I'm not going to work today (even though I'm buried).
My plan is to give her no time to think about anything except happy things!
The way I have this figured out, you can only be as happy as the person you are in love with, so, since I like to be happy, it's a no brainer!
Kathy must be happy!
No, I don't mean she already is, I mean, Kathy MUST be happy!
As in, it's my goal.
Hopefully my staying home helps (and doesn't have the opposite effect).
I know MY days are better when she is with ME.
Kathy is getting stronger (as everyone at Kristi's wedding saw), but she usually pays for pushing it later.
The news will be consistently better as time allows healing.
You have no idea how badly I want Kathy to be able to look a few months down the road instead of at the immediate path she has to take!
For now, I want to trade the unquiet complications and stress inside Kathy for a beautiful content inner life full of patience and richness.
Though I think that will have to wait for the ability to walk to return, and the uncompromising pain to leave.
It hasn't yet, but Today is still Kathy's birthday!
I'm introducing her to L. Frank Baum in an unusual way! Don't worry, I'm doing something normal too.
I'll find time to write more soon, but right now I'm going to sneak back in before she knows I'm gone.
